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About Me Premium Member Anime Artist Desaree Bradshaw22/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 4 Years
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November Updates

Journal Entry: Tue Nov 17, 2009, 2:40 PM



So the last few weeks have just plain been bad. There is so much bullshit drama involving my dad flying around right now. My relationship with him has never been good, in fact you could say it was the kind of relationship that makes you want to murder the person in the most grusome way possible...but I have been trying to make it better. Unfortunatly it turns out he hasnt changed at all no matter how much he says he has. As of last weekend he totally lost it and wound up making death threats and involving anyone he could get in contact with. Last night he broke into my moms house to steal her phone and has tried to once again lie his way out of it. So now mom is not only getting the devorce but also a restraining order.

Ive thought long and hard about how I feel about him and Ive decided it just isnt worth it anymore. It never has been. I dont love him, in fact there's still the old hatred I had for him from when we lived together. Its just not healthy for me to even be involved with him. I stress anytime Im around him or when he calls. He makes me cry all the time and Im just so damned tired. I just cant do it anymore. Im just so sick, and tired, and exhausted with it all.

So I sorry I havent gotten anything done lately and apolagize to my commissioners. Im trying to get some of them done now so there should be some updates soon.

Until next time.

To Do:
-Sketch Book Commission for :iconshaggykorean:
-Full Body Color Pencil Commission for :iconzootums:
-ACEO Commission for :iconjuano9: x2
-ACEO Commission for :iconaoki-fey:
-E-Bay ACEO Commission
-E-Bay Waist Up Commission
-Subeta Digital Commission
-Full Body Color Pencil Commission :iconjkrolak: x2

$5 Sketch Commissions:
HOLD.:iconshaggykorean: Before Group Sketch (Ive got permission from the commissioner to put this one on hold untill I get more info.)
HOLD.:iconshaggykorean: After Group Sketch (Ive got permission from the commissioner to put this one on hold untill I get more info.)

48.:iconarachniebat: Damien
49.:iconarachniebat: Dawn
50.:iconarachniebat: Kiki
51.:iconarachniebat: Leon
52.:iconarachniebat: Theron (to be drawn with 53)
53.:iconarachniebat: Veldez (to be drawn with 52)
54.:iconarachniebat: Zedero
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:iconnicky101:
Nice gallery, and great use of colors! C:

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Thanks!

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:iconkuroichoucho:
Thanks for the watch, nice use of colors here

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:iconsamurainataku:
I think your just trying to be nice, but thank you anyway. XD And your welcome :)

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:iconikkida:
Random deviant hello! :D
:iconsamurainataku:
Hi! XD

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:iconrosalin239:
Wow!! You have an AWESOME gallery!!! :heart::iconwhatbombplz: Keep up your good work plz! :heart::love::love:
:iconsamurainataku:
Thanks you :)

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:iconshiasian:
nice gallery!

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